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adventures in chomeyland
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Friday, August 17, 2012
Die for your dreams
A few weeks ago while walking
downtown to meet a friend for an afternoon coffee, a stranger asking for
directions approached me. At
least, that’s what I thought he wanted. Pulling out an ear bud, I paused and waited
for his question. After a few
seconds, he conceded that he didn’t have one – he just ‘thought I was cute’ and
that ‘we should chat’. And so, in
spite of the sweltering heat, two
strangers slowed down and quickly uncovered some commonalities.
Will had come to Toronto from
Germany to figure out what he wanted to do with his life, a quest that was
currently being conducted from the couch of a friend. I had just returned to Toronto, fully engaged in a similar
quest, based from my brother’s couch.
Both of us had professional degrees, had traveled extensively and were
deeply committed to finding a meaningful place in the world.
The day before, Will got a
tattoo. As our conversation
progressed, he rotated his forearm to give me a better view. In gothic script it read ‘die for your
dreams’. Of course this pleased me
greatly – not live, but die for your dreams - what verve!
Since our encounter, I’ve thought
about these words a lot. First,
the fact that I was sought out by a stranger who had tattooed on his body a
message whose essence I have adopted as a mantra reaffirms my strong belief
that somehow we are all connected.
Secondly, I’ve been reflecting on
the power of such a statement. It
demonstrates a willingness to put all of yourself on the line for
something. I’ve always admired
that type of determination and in some ways have been waiting for the
‘something’ that would put me to that test. That Will, who is still searching for ‘something’, is so
unapologetic in his commitment to this search is inspiring. What does it matter what your dream is?
We are all going to die, that is for certain. But what if in the meantime we all gave ourselves permission
to put every ounce of our energy into things that we believe in and that
inspire us? What if we died for our dreams?
Let me be the first to
acknowledge that living this way would be extremely hard. In fact, I consider it the challenge of
a lifetime. But I am back in
Toronto and working to live up to it, beginning a path filled with uncertainty
and requiring me to be more honest, genuine (and, frankly, brave) than I ever
have been. Every morning I wake to
a call to action that is inked into a forearm of a kindred spirit somewhere on
this planet. Every other morning
it alternates between sounding totally insane and intensely worthwhile.
I started this blog as a way to
let those interested in my travel adventures get a sense of where I was going
and what I was doing. Each time
I’ve moved overseas, I’ve renewed my commitment to it. Looking back, it’s clear that although
the scenery has changed a lot, the stories have always been about the people
and thoughts evoked by the experiences I’ve had rather than about the places
themselves. Luckily, as the random
conversation I describe here suggests, those stories happen everywhere, a place
where I always am.
Fittingly, I think I am about to
embark on my biggest adventure yet.
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Black market stamps
In May, I spent a week in
Ethiopia. The flight price from Dar to Addis Ababa is almost the same as the
flight from Dar to Delhi, so when I realized I could stop over on my return to
Dar from India without an extra fee, the decision to visit was easy.
My expectations were high. Without exception, everyone I know who
has traveled to Ethiopia has raved about it. An ancient civilization where Orthodox Christians carry out
rituals in churches that have stood for almost a thousand years, the professed
home of the Arc of the Covenant and the birthplace of coffee, what isn’t there
to love? Perhaps it was because I
had just come from India, or because my expectations were so high, but my trip
was not easy. I know that many of
my stories on this blog recount awesome times on the road. Quite honestly, most of my travel
experiences have been overwhelmingly positive. In fact, many things during my
short stay in Ethiopia were remarkable.
But as we all know, nothing can be perfect, not everything works and
sometimes what we expect to be enjoyable isn’t. So here’s my authentic accounting of my northern circuit
trip: Axum, Gonder and Lalibela.
Traveling as a single woman has
some advantages. Besides the
luxury of doing exactly what you want, being alone makes it far easier to make
connections with new people. But
it also makes some things more difficult.
For example, in conservative societies, local women are almost entirely
absent from daily life. Even in
non-conservative places, since women are usually charged with maintaining their
households, they are frequently behind the scenes. This means that streets are often filled with idle and
leering young men, seeking any number of things. Some are innocuous, like employment as a guide or information
about your home country, while others are less so, anticipating encounters with
what they perceive are loose and lonely Western women. Usually they can be dissuaded by
avoiding eye contact or a terse response and seldom does their presence invoke actual
cause for alarm. But when every
corner, storefront and restaurant echoes with their exhortations, it becomes
frustrating and exhausting.
Unfortunately, this was my experience in several of the towns I visited
in Northern Ethiopia.
So while I visited places that
bore witness to an ancient, powerful and undeniably sophisticated African
civilization, I seldom escaped constant haranguing. When I arrive somewhere new, I like to walk around, keeping
an eye out for landmarks (I’m directionally-challenged) and interesting food
stalls while taking in what the people on the streets are doing. The joy of wandering was sapped as I struggled
to adjust to the idea that my every movement required chaperoning, even though
I recognized that most only sought to help me. Having spent most of my time in India in an area catering to
tourists, I also had forgotten one of my key travel strategies: accepting I cannot
understand many nuances of the culture around me and choosing my objections
wisely. As a consequence, daily
transactions became more frustrating than necessary. Lapsing yet again one morning, I asked the clerk at the
airport gift shop why I was charged 40% over the face value of the stamps I
purchased. Her response: ‘they are
black market stamps’. At the airport. Remembering
my rule, I dutifully returned to my seat, recognizing the futility of the
obvious follow up questions and eager for the arrival of my flight, which was
already 4 hours late.
I began and ended my trip in
Addis and thankfully, my experience there was much different. My arrival was a homecoming to the
continent and a reminder of the staggering beauty of Eastern Africa. Walking along the streets, I was
repeatedly mistaken for Habesha (Ethiopian) and rarely approached. My final
night was spent having dinner with an American couple living in Addis who I’d
met in Gonder and who had generously invited me into their home.
And so, while I was genuinely relieved to leave
Ethiopia, I wholeheartedly recommend visiting it. Why? First, because as my experience and those of my friends suggest, everyone experiences a place differently. And because it reminded me of the rewards of the effort of traveling in a difficult place. Now, long after my irritation has subsided, I
still can still conjure the memory of cool morning air penetrating the white
shrouds of hundreds at a rock-hewn church in Lalibela. I can taste the bittersweet heat of
berbere (a local spice) and feel the welcome of the teacher who asked me the
time in Amharic and ended up buying me a macchiato. The pages of my journal capture lunch with a restaurant proprietress
who had an extended, translated conversation with me about the nature of love
in response to her daughter’s question ‘how do you know?’ Human
brains are hardwired to remember the best experiences and I’m thankful for that -- these are memories worth keeping.
Thursday, July 12, 2012
Open windows
Increasingly I prefer walking
around to the prescribed stops in guidebooks. This is only partly because I’ve begun to schedule many
outings around the delicious things that I plan to eat. In an earlier post, I wrote about how the extensive Swahili
greetings reflect a cultural concern for the well being of both the individual
and the community. Much like
language, I think that street life can give you glimpses into a national
psyche. What people are doing on
the streets is a clue about what is important to the people who live there.
This idea came to me over and
over again during my recent trip to the Netherlands. First, it seemed like every street was home to buildings
from the seventeenth century. And
most of these buildings were in use. How could I tell? Because almost every building, new and old,
had an expansive picture window, all unfailingly showcasing the contents of the
building. Faux finished metallic
vases with stark white flowers and blue and white china patterns were the most common
window ledge decorations, with the occasional serene Buddha head or potted
orange plant breaking up the clean lines.
Astonishingly, most residential dwellings were on full display –
immaculate sitting rooms and kitchens, with views clear through to matching
picture windows at the back of their homes. Literally, people had put their lives on display.
My naturally curious inclination
adjusted quickly to this voyeurism – how do people live in such an organized
and stylish way? Does everyone live this way?
Arriving on a Wednesday, I grew accustomed to glimpsing into each home
that I passed. Each
was the starting point for a storyline: the young family whose daughter was
obsessed with pink princesses, the epicure with an addiction to stylish multi-coloured
kitchen gadgets, the wholesome couple meeting each evening over a sturdy
reclaimed wood kitchen table. Soon
I came to believe they wanted me
to look in their windows, to speculate about who and what they were.
And so I obliged – until Saturday
rolled around. My gaze suddenly
began to meet the eyes of the people living in these pristine homes. Unfailingly, I was the one who always
looked away, embarrassed to catch them spending time with their families or
reading their newspapers and drinking coffee. No one seemed concerned that their daily activities were
essentially a form of street theatre.
I was floored when my friend and guide pointed out that some homes have
what is essentially a rear-view mirror mounted outside, so that the goings on
of the street can be viewed from the comfort of one’s living room – two
independent dramas, each being witnessed by the opposite party.
I couldn’t help but wonder about
the significance of this. In North
America, we build fences and draw our shutters and even the famous beg for
their privacy. I acknowledge that it would be
foolhardy to make any meaningful conclusions about an entire culture after only
six days. But maybe there is a connection
between the liberal attitudes that the Netherlands is known for and its
ubiquitous open windows. The
sacredness of privacy reduced in exchange for the opportunity to sate a
basic human curiosity about each other’s banal daily lives. Does this duality of being both the
performer and the spectator result in being satisfied by seeing some and not
all? Does it foster a cultural
sentiment of living and letting live?
And so, a trip that I intended to
be defined by a visit to a dear friend and copious amounts of beer and cheese inevitably
became yet another about the ideas of living.
Monday, June 18, 2012
Grace
Bir colony is a one-street
town. Each day I spent there, I walked
down this main street – in search of biscuits, internet and exercise (relating
to the biscuits). One day I ventured
almost all the way down the street with a new friend, only to have my
flip-flops give out before we reached the café.
Fiona led me to a shoemaker she knew, who deftly threaded some thick
twine through the plastic of my shoe, making two minutes work of the task. Thrilled, I asked the man, dusty and
crouching over his kit, how much I owed him for the repair. His answer? Nothing. In fact, he refused all of my attempts at compensating him for his skill.
Leaving his shop and all through
the day I was humbled by this. Here was
a man who had far less than I did, who was insistent on doing me a favour. The fee for his task would be less than I
would spend on a snack, but would have far greater utility for him. Hailing from a place where every skill is a tradable
commodity, it felt unfamiliar and uncomfortable to be given something by a
complete stranger. Searching for the
best way to describe this, I came up with grace. Grace embodies the spirit that gives without
expectation of return, without reference to economic disparity and is instead inspired
by the commonality of human experiences.
Days later in Delhi, I was struck
again by this spirit. Planning to pay
for my day room by credit card, two failed attempts at my PIN had brought me
within one try of not having access to any money. Frantic, I tried to call the bank using the guest
computers. However, despite being loaded
with Skype and equipped with earphones, the computer microphones were not
registering my voice. My 3am
international flight loomed in the distance.
Desperate, I asked them to swipe my card instead. Remarkably, this was successful and at last I
was ready to load my things into the waiting taxi. The staff, witnessing the meteoric rise of my
blood pressure, reassured me that everything would be alright. As if to bolster this assertion, they presented
me with a Pepsi and a large bottle of water to take on my way. The day had been filed with touts and pushy
young men on the sweltering streets of Delhi but on my way to the airport, as I
watched the lights of the city block out the stars with their flickering, it
was once again inescapable: grace.
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